Month: January 2018

It’s unfortunate that when we usually hear the phrase “I hope you are happy now!” it typically comes with sarcasm and perhaps a tone of bitterness and anger even though sometimes in jest.  Usually someone says this after some ‘bad’ consequence comes as a direct or indirect result of someone making a choice you don’t agree with.

A sort of “I told you so” when you felt you knew it was not going to work out well if your friend, for instance, decided to still have another drink more than you thought was wise and they are now throwing up in your bathroom toilet.  “I hope you are happy now!” you say, while holding their hair and shaking your head.

The time has come to truly wish others are happy NOW!  INCLUDING and even ESPECIALLY when other people are making choices you do NOT agree with.

I should be clear right from the onset here that I do not mean that you should let others do things to you, support their actions, or do things with them that you do not agree with personally.

Truly wishing others are happy means supporting the PERSON even if you do not support their personal CHOICES.

At the same time, you still must support YOURSELF and honor your own values, your truth and decisions regardless of whether or not your choices line up with someone else’s be they friend, family or stranger.

However, it seems we often want to make other people’s choices about us when really it’s all about them and their path and not about you.  Even if they are making a choice that directly affects you, if it is their choice it is THEIR choice, not yours.  We need to honor and respect each other unconditionally.

And more than this we need to be truly HAPPY for them and wish them well despite this disagreement/difference.  Stand your ground, of course, but let them stand theirs as well.

Now this is not just for a one off decision you do not agree with, this should also be for larger life changing events or even for contrasting worldview perspective(s).  And this is absolutely more than agreeing to disagree.

It is true love for every person whether or not they see things and choose things in alignment with you.  We each need the freedom to choose what WE think is best for us including the freedom to make ‘poor’ choices.  It is worth mentioning though that you could be the one making the ‘poor’ choice and not them, just saying 😉 .

The only way to truly know and learn is through experience.

Admittedly, having watched those I love make choices that break my heart, this is not necessarily the path for the weak of heart.  Loving someone and standing in your truth does sometimes mean saying goodbye.

I had this happen with a friend I truly love and care about deeply a few weeks ago and is honestly the inspiration for this post.  I really wanted them to make a different choice and felt I knew what was best for them and for our relationship.  But they are the only ones who can really discern what is good for them.  As I came to peace with their decision I realized that at the end of the day I truly just want them to be happy.  And if this choice is what makes them happy, whether I agree with them or not, I am happy for them.

One way to think about it is that it is like a walk on a trail.  You go on this walk and you make a new friend along the path.

“You want to walk beside me on this path? Great!” and you walk side by side together.

The path splits…one route is part of the main trail and the other a small rugged side trail with brush and several obstacles on it.

“You want to go on the main trail? Great! I want to try that gnarly side trail adventure.  Have fun on the main trail!” You each go your different ways.

Maybe your paths come back together.  Maybe they don’t.  You can’t tell from where you are standing.  But you both can enjoy walking your path and be happy both when you and your new friend are together, choosing to walk the same path, or, still happy when you each choose to go in different directions.

We need to find our way to be happy on the trail, the path we choose, and allow others to choose their own path.  What works for them may or may not work for you.  You are two different people with different histories, presents, and futures.

Being attached to what you want for others or what you understand or believe is right for others may delay you both on the path you each need to travel to come to a better understanding of yourself and your authentic journey.

For you and others in your life, if you really want to know if the path you are traveling is right for you, you must walk it! We all want the same freedom whether it is the best choice for us or not.

Sure, you should still tell people if you know about an impossibly steep hill or dangerous cliff up ahead, but, if they still want to try and climb that hill or walk the narrow path beside the cliff…let them!! AND truly be happy for them even if you are right and they end up getting hurt in the process as it was their choice!

I’m not saying you have to like it but you do need to respect the fact they are the ones responsible for their own choices and it is their path and not yours!  So to the extent that the person you care about is happy with their choice, even if you don’t like it, you can find solace in their contentment with their decision.

So to each and every one of you, embrace and respect your own values and truth, walk your path, choose your own adventure, and I hope you are happy now! TRULY!!!

Happy trails my friends!

Time for a confession…this is not the first time I’ve started a blog.  I think this is my fourth blog reinvention!   Each blog had a different focus and none of them ever really got off the ground.  I wasn’t motivated to work on them and I think I understand why.

None of them fully resonated with my authentic self and purpose.

Until now, of course.  😉

Setting your intention before beginning something new, a blog or otherwise, I feel is essential.  But intention is not enough and good intentions of course are not enough either. It may or may not pave the road to ‘hell’ but the aims of our good intentions need more than simply our intent towards them.

Each of my previous blogs had good intentions but something else was missing.

Blog #1 was on the process of getting Phd and sharing my experiences in hopes it may help others going through the same process.  I think I made a total of two entries.  The first when I was just about to start taking my classes and then the second when I was done with the program.  Ha! Perhaps this was a true reflection of what it was like as I didn’t have a lot of time to focus on work outside of my program.

Blog #2 was an attempt to share ethics and moral thinking.  This time I had like three entries.  While I still like what I wrote, it reflected I think more of my lecturer side discussing topics more like I would in an introduction to ethics course.

Blog #3 was really the seed blog parent to this blog.  I was just starting to get grounded in a real sense of my authentic self and wanted to really reach out publicly and open up in an honest and vulnerable way.  It really felt like a stretch then.  I posted just one entry and I’ve included it below.  I think I just wasn’t ready yet.  Though it was really eye opening to me now to go back and re-read what I wrote two years ago as a simple, single, one blog entry offering of my new year’s resolution to be ‘unconditional’.

This brings up to date to this “Live You” Blog, or in this context Blog #4!

So what is this blog all about anyway?

Being my authentic self and helping you to be your authentic self.

Another good intention? Yes.  But good intentions are clearly not enough if you are not personally in alignment with your intentions.  Meaning your intentions must line up with your WHY, your purpose, your values, what truly resonates with your heart and soul.

This alignment with your purpose and what gives your life meaning is not visible on the outside or on the virtual words on a digital page.  It is felt.

How do I know this blog reinvention is different? I can feel it.

Joseph Campbell, the famous American mythologist, is well known for instructing his students to “Follow your bliss”. I am following my bliss.

So follow not just your good intentions but also your bliss and you will find not just success my friends but happiness and well-being.

See you on the blissful path!

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From the Archive on my previous “Unconditional World” Blog, 01/01/2015:

RESOLVED TO BE ‘UNCONDITIONAL’

It’s the first day of the new year and resolutions abound.  I resolve to be ‘Unconditional’.  What does this mean? To not place conditions upon myself or others.

It is another way to embody unconditional love but emphasizing what ‘Unconditional’ expresses.  ‘Unconditional love’ comes with social and cultural baggage and I can imagine some are already rolling their eyes with just the mention of the phrase.  We are quick to dismiss and think, because we understand the words, that we understand the deeper truth of the phrase.

If you are ‘Unconditional’, you recognize others are deserving of respect and are worthy regardless of the conditions of their actions and choices.  Worth is independent of conditions even if you would prefer others were different.

If you are ‘Unconditional’, you recognize you are worthy regardless of the conditions of your past, present, or future.

If you are ‘Unconditional’, you recognize the conditions of your life do not determine your inner thoughts, beliefs and feelings.  In other words, if you want to change your reflection in the mirror, change yourself not the mirror.

If you are ‘Unconditional’, you recognize you can be your best self now.

So in this ‘Unconditional world’ blog I work to create an ‘Unconditional’ self and work for an ‘Unconditional world’.

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…one final note.  I think I needed to have each of these previous blogs to get to where I am now.  In this way those blogs didn’t ‘fail’ but were just another part of the journey.  Sometimes you need to understand what doesn’t work before you can truly understand what does work.

Last Monday was Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. day and I both observed and participated in a local march in downtown Santa Cruz, California. Demonstrators were diverse in age, gender, color, and nationality; as Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. would have wanted.  Participants walked bearing a range of signs representative of their purpose and intentions for their presence from large banners of organizations to simple hand written Martin Luther King quotes on cardboard.

One of these simple signs truly caught my eye and it bore the quote: “I have decided to stick to love…Hate is too great a burden to bear. -MLK”.

It wasn’t a quote I was familiar with, so when I had the chance I decided to look up the quote to learn about the source and circumstances.  Turns out it was from a speech Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. gave titled “Where Do We Go From Here?” delivered August 16th, 1967 at the 11th Annual Southern Christian Leadership Convention in Atlanta, Georgia.  The speech’s title echoed the messages and title of his recent book released almost two months earlier in June of 1967: “Where Do We Go From Here? Chaos or Community?”.

And King gave the speech just a little over two weeks after the 1967 Detroit Riots that lasted from July 23rd to July 27th considered “…among the most violent and destructive riots in U.S. history. By the time the bloodshed, burning and looting ended after five days, 43 people were dead, 342 injured, nearly 1,400 buildings had been burned and some 7,000 National Guard and U.S. Army troops had been called into service.” [source: http://www.history.com/topics/1967-detroit-riots]

King was truly re-answering his own question “Where Do We Go From Here?”

King’s answer to this was that people, people of color in particular, needed to assert their dignity and self-worth, develop their values, and organize their strength into legitimate power:

“Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is love correcting everything that stands against love.”

– Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. says in this same “Where Do We Go From Here?” speech.

But this brings us now to another question King answers in this speech, “What is the only answer to all of our problems?”

And the answer to this comes from the larger textual context of the cardboard sign quote we began with, “I have decided to stick to love…Hate is too great a burden to bear.”

Yes, there is a slight misquote as it should have been “stick with love” not “stick to love” but let me show you what else King said:

I have also decided to stick with love, for I know that love is ultimately the only answer to mankind’s problems. And I’m going to talk about it everywhere I go. I know it isn’t popular to talk about it in some circles today. And I’m not talking about emotional bosh when I talk about love; I’m talking about a strong, demanding love. For I have seen too much hate. I’ve seen too much hate on the faces of sheriffs in the South. I’ve seen hate on the faces of too many Klansmen and too many White Citizens Councilors in the South to want to hate, myself, because every time I see it, I know that it does something to their faces and their personalities, and I say to myself that hate is too great a burden to bear. I have decided to love. If you are seeking the highest good, I think you can find it through love.

So King’s answer? Love.

Thank you Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.  And thank you to the family who carried their homemade sign reminding us all of the authentic value Dr. King stood for and that we absolutely need to remember right now in our times just as much as his.

Whether you stick to it or with it…

LOVE

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From the Archive 01/22/2017: According to Merriam-Webster.com, solidarity is defined as a “unity (as of a group or class) that produces or is based on community of interests, objectives, and standards”.  Never did this term have more truth or meaning to me as it did yesterday as I both watched and participated in the women’s march.

It started as a simple Facebook post created by one woman’s, Teresa Shook’s, reaction to the election of Donald Trump inspired to have a women’s march in D.C. with friends but it clearly became so much more.

In the morning, I watched on CNN the coverage of the centerpiece, the Washington D.C. women’s march, where women, men, and children were gathered waiting to march.  Soon CNN cut to video images from across the United States from New York to Seattle and then to around the world from Mexico City to Melbourne depicting ‘sister’ marches.  My local march in Santa Cruz, CA. had not even had a chance to begin and already the solidarity was truly deeply moving.

Solidarity is a value that has perhaps been under appreciated in this generation but has been coming out of the woodwork through recent movements such as Black Lives Matter.  There is a rebirth now of the understanding of how powerful standing together on common values is for making positive change.

In fact, the overwhelming success of the women’s march had reporters immediately asking participants including Michael Moore before he spoke on stage at the women’s march in D.C. “What do you hope to accomplish with this demonstration?”. Today, David Gergen and Martha Pease even wrote an opinion piece titled “Can women’s march make magic moment into a movement?”. Good questions.

But I also think the questions miss the point.

Solidarity was the point.

‘Movement’ Mission ‘Accomplished’.

Yes, individual interests and reasons for being a part of the women’s march truly varied as even the signs from our ‘smaller’ Santa Cruz, CA. rally above demonstrate. Here we can see the common sign ‘love trumps hate”, a cat image with ‘hands off’, and a ‘no one is illegal’.  And yes, on the whole positive messages.  And yes, on the whole messages sparked in response to statements by Trump.

Yet, there was so much variety and range of heart-felt issues at the marches that the true unifying sign was the unwritten but not unseen sign of the solidarity of the marches themselves.

Perhaps this is just a self-reflection since I for one did not hold up any sign (though I did hold up my six-year-old trans daughter a few times).  I came to support my daughter and myself. I came to show love and support for all who feel threatened by the new administration.  I came to demonstrate my willingness to do more than just say I value what I value.  And I came for Solidarity, to stand together and know we are not alone and we are here for each other.  Solidarity did not disappoint.

Solidarity has awakened, and while no individual can say what will happen next, what we do know is that we will no longer sleep.
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